It's All Coming Back To YOU Now

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now

(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we..


everything u wished last time has came back to you..this is not you hope since long long ago?why think so much?
human being..is the most complicated animal.i think.
i don't understand,because i don't know you well.=)or even you will say,you aren't me,you don't know so much about the things happen between both of you.maybe.*smile*
follow your heart,


from,
exian.

Disaster will arrive when u give too many

"Han..why recently u r so cold to me...?"she asked me....i am not cold to you..i know...i care about everything about you...but just duno why..i cant smile to you...in front of you..i only know how to cry...when i heard u asked me this...i also quite nervous...why i am becoming like that...is that any problem between us...i asked myself...definitely no...cuz......i still care about you.....

One night...u come to ask me...should we step forward or walk behind....i think i will answer the first answer..but..can you teach me how to do it?i really duno how to step forward with you together....i asked u back...then how about you?forward or backward?ur answer is the same as me....it was quite surprising for me...because i thought that u will said maintain the same and dun move...but in the end..ur answer is the same with me...anyway....i should thank you....that u still believe in me and giving me chance......

Actually....jun...always said to me...he had a lot of trouble with his gf...just because of she is not so care about you...and u expect many things from her....to you...last time i duno how to respond to jun...now i think i had found the answer...

Whenever u give too much to a person...the person will not appreciate it...and take it from granted....take it as a step in life...that no meaningful...example...u want to hear she said i love u every night to you....i keep asking myself...isit necessary...when it give too much...then that word is no more special....and now...i learn something....last time...without 1 day..i cant messages to her....i must...and when she didnt reply me...i will angry..pek cek....and keep asking myself why she dunwan reply me...and sometime i will lost control...then end up in disaster between ourself...we argue....nonstop...for reason....why...?i wondered....why i need to do like this...

Now....i also duno why suddenly i didnt felt anything when she didnt reply me message....i didnt wonder why she didnt find me at night and went to sleep without telling me....when she didnt find me...i will just find something else to do....and this time...i did it greatly as i can control myself....

1 day by 1 day...then.she sms me...asked..."recently u r busy?why never find me?"for the first time....i hear this word from her.....ad 1 and a half year i meet her....for the first time she did this...then i phone her of course...and i find that...we can chat happily....yeah...this is what i want.....perhaps....when i pull back a little....it will become more balance....i ad walk too fast...i should stop a while...let her to catch up......is time to rest.....i am lazy to chase anymore.......

What i can trust and believe now....is what she said last night........."I love you...."