Wednesday morning i was selling fruits, then i was a bit nervous about my utar result and sms raymond and chee yan check whether they know their result ad or not. However, chee yan said to me result haven out yet. I concentrate on selling fruits until i back home at 1200pm. Suddenly Ray told me that result out ad and ask me to check it as soon as possible as later on maybe will lag due to overcrowded of students online to check the result too. Without thinking any further i quickly open the utar portal.
BOOM! 3.34. What the fuck! Only this!? i was expect myself to get higher like 3.5 something but i only get this!? Quickly check through all the subject. FUCK THEM ALL ! English i get B-!!!!!!!!?????????WHAT THE HELL!!!!I really wan to slamp off the keyboard and fuck those fucking bastard who mark my papers!!!!!!
I sure can do better one! But why i only get this! I talked to myself that i should relax and its all over now rather than yelling myself at home and to friends. Well, I do REALLY NEED TO GET FUCK NOW! Seeing this kind of result make me vomit in my stomach.
Last sem i sleep in class and fail in the mid term, but i can manage to have a 3.0 in that sem, these sem our course work we have put so much effort on it and the report we tried so hard just try to get a full. Well, compare to last sem i did improve in all the subject marks, but why, in the final exam there are no difference between the score and grade like last sem, why i always get a B+ for my maths!!!!!!!
What the hell is going on! I sure know how to do one! Maybe just one mark, then they drop me to a B+ grade, just maybe.
To the second semester of UTAR, i have only one word say to you: FUCK YOU AS U LIKE TO FUCK ME TOO! AND I FUCK MYSELF BEING CHOOSEN YOU!
Result
Finally
Finally i can see my mummy smile today and walk around. Last few days my mum keep saying that she felt very uncomfortable and cannot breath properly. She even dun have the mood to eat properly. Becoming thin already. One day she felt very weak and see doctor at Taiping again. The same answer said by the different doctor: You are too stress and you need relax a bit. There is nothing wrong with your body.
This few days, many friends of my mum also came visit her. Really thanks all of them. Some even bring "燕窝" for my mum. E xian and Raymond also got ask about my mummy and give some advise and opinion. Thanks both of them too. By the way, Raymond mummy did give my mum a lot of courage as that time i also sit beside them. After that my mum looks thing at a better or positive way. Become more good already although still have some headache.
This few days i helped her to fetch my bro and sis go hua lian school and pokok assam school also. It was so sleepy that i have to wake up early in the morning as it was a long time i didnt went to school already.Lol. My grandma stay with us and looked after her daughter : My mummy. Grandma wake up early in the morning, mope floor, prepare breakfast and lunch. Washing cloth. "Kirim" bunga. Really thanks my grandma a lot.
Today my mum looks more better already. Can start to order us help her do some homework. Haha. So nice to see that. Hope mummy will recover soon. Be strong and dun think too much. ^^
Valentine Day
Its been 3 days i back to home, but i didnt went out help my dad sell fruits. Just stay at home and helping my mum doing some stuff and playing games. She felt not quite well recently and we thought that she was suffer from an illness called --胃风
So i try search some information on the net about that illness. I advise my mummy that she should not skip her breakfast and dinner time should not be too late as she always busy on her works. She listened to me and changed her time. My uncle also provide her some Amway production and she felt a bit more comfortable. But today she did not feel well again. My dad suggested that he want take mummy go penang see more professional doctor as mummy already struggling this type of sickness quite a long time. Then i went out to help my uncle sell fruits. After that i back to home.
After some rest i called my mummy, well, listened to her voice seem to be ok, but still to wait for the report to come out. Then i went to have some rest and chat with jy for a moment. I already send my gift to her. Although i felt that it was not so nice, but she still like it. Then its ok with me already.^^
My grandgrandmother passed away last 2 days, so i plan to "visit" her at night. But my dad told me that there was too many people at there especially today was the last day, so he told me go home now and have some sleep, then tomorrow morning we can go to her house and have the "sending" ceremony. I opened my ladtop and surfing net now. Then suddenly thought of my mummy again, so i called her and asked her how was her already. Well, she was bettew now and can laughed at me.
This year valentine day is not special for as i also spend this day alone. Hope can really celebrate with my girl next time. Besides, mummy also fall sick, father also no mood to eat, so today was a lonely day as i thought we family can have dinner together one. Maybe after my mummy back we can celebrate again. ^^
Well, i should stop writing now. Wish u all have a happy valentine day.
The picture above is the presend i gave to her. I can do that better, as only 60% alike.hehe.
