Loneliness

Yeah...finally today examination of economics overred ad...so fun...then i slowly cycled back to 1476...then only figure that some of the questions i done wrongly already..but never mind..because the most trouble me one was the sciences subjects....haiz......always headache about it......

Same like always..whenever some obstacles over already..i must play some game..lol..dota of course....then suddenly qi sian and chee yan asked me whether i want go to pasar malam or not...to buy some food...i lazy cycle already..so i said no and asked them to help me buy a burger....during that period.......damn......the whole house seem like left only me.....i lie on the bed....so boring...sent messages to almost 6 people only 1 people replied......gosh........i was rejected by all bodies......=.=...........

Daily life without an important person to me was very boring...nobody to share..nobody to laugh...nobody to chat...nobody to quarrel....maybe she was too busy...or maybe she don't even care about me...now only i think about home...yeah..home..a place where at least 2 persons there will care about me....mum and daddy.....although sometimes they really irritating and always talked about the same things...but the sentences spoke by them was the most helpful in the end......i mean if compare to all the advise and opinions given by my friends or teacher...or even outsiders.....at first i don't really believe and listen to what my parents said....but in the end i always have to admit that what they said was all true and it was the fact....

shit....first time...i really think about home....arhhhhhh....life is so boring to me now......its been a long time that i can see a message and laugh myself....and siok sendiri....furthermore...recently i also don't know what happen to my attitude..and made one friends become an outsider already..no more chating and smsing liao....i deleted her msn also....because i knew that cannot save the relationship now....all i have to said...is "I am sorry...".......

Lonely...Mr.lonely...i Have nobody.....gosh...