24th Nov 2008

This morning when i woke up, i was thinking that i plan to ponteng the public speaking class. Then i asked Ray whether i should skip the class or not cuz i was really lazy to go to class. Ray told me that if i went to class, i can at least has some image on the slide or note, then can apply on exam when suddenly forget anything in the exam. He was right, i listened to him then i woke up and checked my email. Unfortunately, my msn cannot sign in, not only that, i cannot even surf the net, maybe the moderm broken again, i said to myself. Then i went down and checked the modem, no problem at all. I need to restart the moderm 3 times then only i can start using my internet. Damn it, it make me sweat a lot to climb up and down the stairs.

It was raining, and i smsed my friend to ask whther they can use car to fetch me go to school or not. Nobody answered me, and when almost times up, one person reply me message, said that:Today all of us ponteng public speaking....lame shit, i was plan to listen the class but they all told me to ponteng class..ok lo...no choice..i dun have car so i cannot do anyting...

Sitting alone in the room, playing some online game, listened to musics, then problem come to me ad. Suddenly my friends sms me asked me about the questions of chemistry report, damn, it make me headache as the problems they asked me i never think of that, then i stop all my things and try surfing net to search for the answers. Now i only realised that i still have many things i do not really understand. After some investisgation, finally i found the answer. Haiz, damn noob me!

This was the most pek cek night for me as playing game also make me angry!!!!!!!!
I was playing sdo with my friend-Kong fai...he is the guild leader and we 2 go to a room to pawn people...or can said pawned by people....=.=....others players were all so good or can said as excellent in dancing and make us lose all the time...damn..at first i tried to control myself...then keep losing...saya sudah tak boleh tahan...MACIBAI!!!!!!!!!!!i scold opponents!!!!!!!!damn mother fucker them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally, we managed to win some match and win them back...and we get some marks too...hehe^^sorry for being rude in this post...haha....

Then, i am sitting down here to writing this blog...ok...i will stop here..

21 Nov 2008

Today i finished my programming test 1..haha...can relax abit ad...but more things will come toward me soon...so have to be prepare earlier..no time to rest actually...well..today test was not as i expected ...as the questions did not come out in the proper way..what i had study or "hafal" all didnt keluar ..but those i understand need to do by hand one all come out...lame...like this i no need study better la....go practise more maybe i can get higher marks...lol...anyway...i sure i can get a good marks...

Besides..today i get my public speaking presentation marks...i get 7.5 out of 10...consider not bad only..just medium..the highest in my class is 9.00...who is Ong kee beng....the only 4 flat guy in our science stream...pro...i thought he can do well in exam only...never imagine that his public speaking also get the highest marks among all of us....damn it....now have to focuz on the talk show...next assignment of public speaking which is in group works....so have to work out on it soon make it perfect!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Recently duno why our house internet line become so weak and so LAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i cant even play game!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AS GAME WAS THE ONLY ENTERTAINMENT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!damn la........somebody in this house keep downloading and make us all lag....but we cannot find out who is that and i also dun like point finger...make relationship become worst...so just keep quite and do our own jobs...haiz....we pay internet for nthing......

hmm....i think i will stop here...cuz duno what to share again...haha....wait for my next post ba...
thanks for watching ladies and gentleman....

Back home

Today, i had my mathematic test on 430pm until 530pm...so today was quite a very rush day as i need went to school on 900am early in the morning...Kong fai today had a 5 minutes presentation during the public speaking tutorial...haha...he was quite scared but he did very well in his speak...well done bro..gampateh...hua lian students sure not the same yeah...lolxxx....

then all of us keep studying on mathematics during some free time...my friends all keep doing exercises...keep asking questions...good...at least they all work hard to get something they want...^^...gampateh all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

during the exam period....at first the questions were quite easy but i jam at the last question....and unfortunately...i substitute wrong equation into the other equation....damn...i lost marks ad....nvm.....i think i will still manage to get some good marks but wont better than others liao le......i must aim for my target 3.5 in my gpa this sem!!!!!!!!!

Then after a 2 hours car sit with Raymond as a driver,his sis,qisian me and chee yan as the passengers..i reached my home but my family all still at genting...what the hell....i went to my grandma house and took my house key then asked my uncle fetched me home..and now i am sitting here blogging...lol.....so boring at home when i am lonely....

7 November 2008

O yeah...this day, was an amazing day for me, cuz i cannot eat my breakfast man!lolxx!
I was so nervous and "gan jiong" about my 5 minutes presentation! So i just drink some water and trained again and again~~until i went to bath also presenting..lame~~hahaha~~

So, after prepared everything, i went to Utar by sitting friend's car, i was relief when i walked in the class, the light was not bright as like last time, this time a bit darker, hehe, i can more relax...
However, things just does not seem right when there have 20 outsiders came into our class and said want to see our class presentation!!!!!!!!!!!damn~!!!!!!!!!!!so many people in a class....no choice, i figured that i keep drinking water, duno why i am so thirsty...lolxxx.....

One by one my friends went out, and then suddenly, reached my turn ad, damn!!!!!!!
Ok, at first i am very nervous, then when i stand out, i suddenly not scared anymore and speak quite fluently and did not forget what i need to say...haha...thanks God....

After 8 of us giving a speech, lecturer came out and give all of us comment, my friend, Zhen Xiong, teacher said him had a nice looking and a nice voice, can became a broadcaster ad, have talent in become a good speaker, he was so happy when he was sitting beside me....haha....

Then come to my turn, "Seong han, u are stable, calm, and did not nervous. Besides, u know ur topic very well and present in an easy understanding way, however, u are too fast and a bit over excited."Lolxxx....i also knew teacher would said that cuz when i saying the topic, i like very "gek dong" and seem like the character in my topic had killed my family!lol.....but anyway, teacher did said me have a very good eyes contact....so overall is good....^^

Phew...after that, i have the mood to eat my breakfast ad....hahaha....Thanks God for blessing me...Amen~~

6 November 2008

This day was the day before my public speaking presentation day...lol...i was a bit nervous that how am i going to present in the next day....at first, my presentation topic is When a hero Become Zero...and its content i took from Ray as he did it last semester...so anything i dun understand i can straight away asked him to help me....

So, this night, Ray asked me to present in front of him....for the 1st time..i haven present half of them....ad time up..lolxxx....this was because i jam to often and i am a bit nervous about the story line also...so Ray told me to cut all the words or sentences in the slideshow and only use some pictures to say the story....so i have to force myself to memory them.....

The second time, i present again...this time was more good at the first 3 minutes only i thought....
after that, my last 2 minutes still jam jam jam...as i always looked at the slideshow....Ray told me dun look at the slide too often and it will deduct the eyes contacts marks....so i tried my best not to look at it.....

During the testing, i found myself that my english was damn poor and horibble...gosh....cannnot speak fluently and confidently...damn....how to interview for the next time...have to build up more, cannot continue to be like this....later...i will having the presentation...Pray Hard to God....please bless me that i can handle well later....Amen~~.....