Back home

After the Saturday exam..i came back home...actually i duno how to explain my feelings....yeah...back home is good..because home give me sweet memories...however..whenever i saw the fruits opposite my house...i start to feel like going back to kampar....i dun like to sell fruits ...the main reason is i dunwan woke up early in the morning....sien....

The day before my last exam...i cried....she answered my phone...when i heard her sound...i cried...how long had i wait....i was so miss her...but for her situation....all did not went into her mind as she didnt even care about me....for her..i am just a stranger...or more terrible...i am annoying to her...she said i am a bit overreacted and i am irritating...yeah...finally...she said that word...irritating....what i should do...i am irritating to her....how much have i done.....but she didnt look at me once a time...i am a clown beside her.....

Well....maybe i should give up now....no point right?Beside..she said she wont come to study at here ad...so....chance for me is lesser now...or i can said that even zero....i not suitable for you maybe...everyday i hoped that i can receive ur message and i hope that u can give me a call....i like last time you always care about me and think about me...maybe i done too much and made me no more special for you ad.....i am juz an alarm clock that will call you everyday in a certain time....i called you can more than hundred time...but what is ur feeling when you receive my call?Happy?Annoying?Or no feeling at all?i never think about it as i just do what i want to do.....now only i know that i am irritating guy....haha...wat a jerk......

I cannot forget you...i wont forget you....i love you...really...first time i had that feeling....only u can give me that feeling.....but u grab it away...i become so numb.....i work so hard just try to make you happy....but you never smiled to me....u always asked me....y i never give up....why u asked me this question...as u know the answer only have one....."I Love YOU..........."

Time pass by..i still need to continue my life....without you....