Happy Birthday

Yeah..my birthday over ad...that day was a special day for me..the clock was 00:00am at that moment...and it was the beginning of my birthday....that night i still with zhongyi, chee yan, qisian, bernard and jonessan at hwang yang house..they were gambling and i was trying very hard to play a song by piano..lol...indeed i did not...so sad....the first person who said happy birthday to me is:Lemon...haha....thank you...you are so cute^^and thanks for your birthday song also...^^and then the 5 guys in the house also said it..thanks u all too....but i was sad that she do not remember that was my birthday...i did not ask her to say anything..but she asked me back....what so special about today and she cannot recall back..i was so sad....and driving slowly back to my home....

When i reached home...she asked me whether i wan sleep ad or not...i answer not yet...and she keep asking me about what so special about today....actually i dunwan tell her ad...just wana sleep...but in the end i told her that today was my birthday..then she didnt reply me ad...i go brush my teeth and wash my face....suddenly the phone rang...she called me...."TATA~~Happy birthday to you Happy Birthday to you~~She sing in the phone....so sweet..i ask her why she do like that as she ad know that was my birthday .....just she wana make me dissapointed at first then make me shock..and she also said that she was also dissapointed when i said that was my birthday and she said I am thick face...lol...really make me happy la...first time she sing to me...^^then we chat until 300am i think....keep laughing sia...

Tomorrow morning she called me again....said what morning call...lol...i also nthing to do also...she just purposely wan wake me up and she go sleep again...naughy girl...lol....At night...i celebrate with my family...at Mr.BBQ...that food there all were so nice...i like them....especially the fish!!!!!DAMN GOOD!!!!hahaha...enjoy it alot....but that night..she told me to wait her...i go lie at the bed....then fall asleep ad...lol...really want to say sorry to her...please forgive me...^^

Its time to stop here..

Whole bunch of things!!!

Since the last Saturday, my ladtop cannot use already,i duno what happen to it...so sad la...duno what happen..my ladtop actually can in the window..but just the screne all black la..cannot see anything come out but the mouse icon only..haiz...i spent all my time for wondering around and duno what should i do...cuz exam all over already and now just need to wait for final exam..except i left one assignment which need a pc to do it of course...so in the end...nothing i can do ...so i hope i can quickly back to my hometown then i can bring my ladtop go repair it...

After 3 days...finally i back home at Wednesday...i quickly take my ladtop go fix it and i can take it back during Friday i think..mostly...but need to check something on it first...actually at first my plan was all so good :I wan celebreate xmas with my friends and wondering around and watch movie de....however..my dad when first saw me back home the first question he asked is:Tomorrow morning u free or not?Lame shit..i ad know the answer...u wan me go sell fruits...damn it....no choice...i have to help him....damn it....i need to wake up 400am and my holiday turns to a nightmare for my xmas....

And back home...i was so sick with my home dekstop..so lag and always hang one..cannot play game and my bro always sit in front of it....lame...what i can do except sleeping!?shit!!!!!!!!
besides...last night gathering kong fai remind me about the assignment...shit...it was so hard to do and now my ladtop ad masuk kilang what i can refer to!!!!!!!!!!No choice but have to wait tomorrow...haiz....hope my ladtop no need to reformat....i hate reformat as my things will all rest in peace...this 2 days i bought 2 shirts and one long trousers....and i found that ah geap was so funny during the gathering..he looked like Mr.Phua Chu Kang la....especially his hair...lol....looks so funny la...beh tahan wan laugh nia....but he is a good joker....lol....pei fu!!!!!!!!

OK la...thats all for today...^^see you all next time...

11th December 2008

Last 2 day, we had a group discussion at kong fai house for our talk show, after i prepared, i went down and planed to cycle to his house, however i cannot found my bicycle, i was wondering so late already who still used my bicycle, suddenly i saw my bicycle! But! Without a seat! What the hell is going on! My bicycle seat was dropped off!!!!!!! I tried to fix the thing but unfortunately i am not yet a pro technique guy....sien...i have to to walked to his house....began from that day...i depended on kong fai to fetch me go to school....

Friday is our chemistry test 2, although just 3 chapters but still have many reaction or equations need to remember...i hate this kind of thing...duno why i go choose science for foundation....fuck....however a choice is a choice...study ba...

Today i will have a 3 hours mathematic lecture during this afternoon!!damn it!!i sure it will be very boring!!however i sure that it was important to me as i can learn a lot of things from there....however...thing does not go into my way....i prepared everything then wait kong fai to come fetch me....ad 250pm he still did not come...i phoned him but did not answered....then after that suddenly he told me that he planed to ponteng...what the hell.....3 hours lecture want ponteng pulak....so many things will be missing from our mind....no choice...my bicycle haven fix yet..i had to stay at room and now i am writing this blog.....

God...please bless me that i can score well in my chemistry test tomorrow and my mathematics test will also going to be fine....=.=...so scared....study study.....

8th December 2008

Its a long time i didn't updated my blog...cuz recently really no mood to spend some time on this kind of thing...now i can finally sit down peacefully and wrote something on this site...Today i having my holiday as this day is Haji...but i shall continue my study tomorrow and this week i will be having examination on chemistry test again..this time is test 2..and i dun think that it will going to be easy as last time...so gona spend some time on it starting tomorrow...

During Saturday, i spend my time on watching bleach which i borrowed from my friend..200 episode...watched until head also break...haha...my little bro...also borrowed from me and i helped him copy paste all the movie into his dekstop...my mum sure angry about me as i give something to my bro that will make him wont go away from the scene of the pc...lol...at night..my family and I went to my uncle house to celebrate the Lao Tia Meh as what we called in Hookien...means that the day before a person marry...so we sit down there and have some talk with the elders...checking whether got beautiful ladies or not...i was so dissapointed cuz no pretty girl...haiz..only old people....My day end after that...

Sunday, was a headache day for me, i spend almost half the day to think on how to write the report of chemistry..damn it was so hard for me as the internet make the things really really complicated and the information were sometimes just overwhelm my head...too difficult to understand...damn it...i stop my report until the result then i cannot continue anymore....i clear my mind by playing some online game and chating...finally.at 1200am..i saw one guy online...LIP KONG FAI!!!!!!!!!I quickly asked him whether he finished he report ad or not....then asked some questions...yeah...he give me some nice opinions and advise...i can slept well that night...

Until today morning, i spend almost about 3 hours to do my questions and discussions...finally the work was done , then my mum and me with my grandma and little bro went to taiping central to buy a new formal and some cloths for me...hehe..a big day for me ...^^

Besides that, i cannot think much things that are meaningful to me anymore...so i should end my post here...

24th Nov 2008

This morning when i woke up, i was thinking that i plan to ponteng the public speaking class. Then i asked Ray whether i should skip the class or not cuz i was really lazy to go to class. Ray told me that if i went to class, i can at least has some image on the slide or note, then can apply on exam when suddenly forget anything in the exam. He was right, i listened to him then i woke up and checked my email. Unfortunately, my msn cannot sign in, not only that, i cannot even surf the net, maybe the moderm broken again, i said to myself. Then i went down and checked the modem, no problem at all. I need to restart the moderm 3 times then only i can start using my internet. Damn it, it make me sweat a lot to climb up and down the stairs.

It was raining, and i smsed my friend to ask whther they can use car to fetch me go to school or not. Nobody answered me, and when almost times up, one person reply me message, said that:Today all of us ponteng public speaking....lame shit, i was plan to listen the class but they all told me to ponteng class..ok lo...no choice..i dun have car so i cannot do anyting...

Sitting alone in the room, playing some online game, listened to musics, then problem come to me ad. Suddenly my friends sms me asked me about the questions of chemistry report, damn, it make me headache as the problems they asked me i never think of that, then i stop all my things and try surfing net to search for the answers. Now i only realised that i still have many things i do not really understand. After some investisgation, finally i found the answer. Haiz, damn noob me!

This was the most pek cek night for me as playing game also make me angry!!!!!!!!
I was playing sdo with my friend-Kong fai...he is the guild leader and we 2 go to a room to pawn people...or can said pawned by people....=.=....others players were all so good or can said as excellent in dancing and make us lose all the time...damn..at first i tried to control myself...then keep losing...saya sudah tak boleh tahan...MACIBAI!!!!!!!!!!!i scold opponents!!!!!!!!damn mother fucker them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally, we managed to win some match and win them back...and we get some marks too...hehe^^sorry for being rude in this post...haha....

Then, i am sitting down here to writing this blog...ok...i will stop here..

21 Nov 2008

Today i finished my programming test 1..haha...can relax abit ad...but more things will come toward me soon...so have to be prepare earlier..no time to rest actually...well..today test was not as i expected ...as the questions did not come out in the proper way..what i had study or "hafal" all didnt keluar ..but those i understand need to do by hand one all come out...lame...like this i no need study better la....go practise more maybe i can get higher marks...lol...anyway...i sure i can get a good marks...

Besides..today i get my public speaking presentation marks...i get 7.5 out of 10...consider not bad only..just medium..the highest in my class is 9.00...who is Ong kee beng....the only 4 flat guy in our science stream...pro...i thought he can do well in exam only...never imagine that his public speaking also get the highest marks among all of us....damn it....now have to focuz on the talk show...next assignment of public speaking which is in group works....so have to work out on it soon make it perfect!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Recently duno why our house internet line become so weak and so LAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i cant even play game!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AS GAME WAS THE ONLY ENTERTAINMENT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!damn la........somebody in this house keep downloading and make us all lag....but we cannot find out who is that and i also dun like point finger...make relationship become worst...so just keep quite and do our own jobs...haiz....we pay internet for nthing......

hmm....i think i will stop here...cuz duno what to share again...haha....wait for my next post ba...
thanks for watching ladies and gentleman....

Back home

Today, i had my mathematic test on 430pm until 530pm...so today was quite a very rush day as i need went to school on 900am early in the morning...Kong fai today had a 5 minutes presentation during the public speaking tutorial...haha...he was quite scared but he did very well in his speak...well done bro..gampateh...hua lian students sure not the same yeah...lolxxx....

then all of us keep studying on mathematics during some free time...my friends all keep doing exercises...keep asking questions...good...at least they all work hard to get something they want...^^...gampateh all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

during the exam period....at first the questions were quite easy but i jam at the last question....and unfortunately...i substitute wrong equation into the other equation....damn...i lost marks ad....nvm.....i think i will still manage to get some good marks but wont better than others liao le......i must aim for my target 3.5 in my gpa this sem!!!!!!!!!

Then after a 2 hours car sit with Raymond as a driver,his sis,qisian me and chee yan as the passengers..i reached my home but my family all still at genting...what the hell....i went to my grandma house and took my house key then asked my uncle fetched me home..and now i am sitting here blogging...lol.....so boring at home when i am lonely....

7 November 2008

O yeah...this day, was an amazing day for me, cuz i cannot eat my breakfast man!lolxx!
I was so nervous and "gan jiong" about my 5 minutes presentation! So i just drink some water and trained again and again~~until i went to bath also presenting..lame~~hahaha~~

So, after prepared everything, i went to Utar by sitting friend's car, i was relief when i walked in the class, the light was not bright as like last time, this time a bit darker, hehe, i can more relax...
However, things just does not seem right when there have 20 outsiders came into our class and said want to see our class presentation!!!!!!!!!!!damn~!!!!!!!!!!!so many people in a class....no choice, i figured that i keep drinking water, duno why i am so thirsty...lolxxx.....

One by one my friends went out, and then suddenly, reached my turn ad, damn!!!!!!!
Ok, at first i am very nervous, then when i stand out, i suddenly not scared anymore and speak quite fluently and did not forget what i need to say...haha...thanks God....

After 8 of us giving a speech, lecturer came out and give all of us comment, my friend, Zhen Xiong, teacher said him had a nice looking and a nice voice, can became a broadcaster ad, have talent in become a good speaker, he was so happy when he was sitting beside me....haha....

Then come to my turn, "Seong han, u are stable, calm, and did not nervous. Besides, u know ur topic very well and present in an easy understanding way, however, u are too fast and a bit over excited."Lolxxx....i also knew teacher would said that cuz when i saying the topic, i like very "gek dong" and seem like the character in my topic had killed my family!lol.....but anyway, teacher did said me have a very good eyes contact....so overall is good....^^

Phew...after that, i have the mood to eat my breakfast ad....hahaha....Thanks God for blessing me...Amen~~

6 November 2008

This day was the day before my public speaking presentation day...lol...i was a bit nervous that how am i going to present in the next day....at first, my presentation topic is When a hero Become Zero...and its content i took from Ray as he did it last semester...so anything i dun understand i can straight away asked him to help me....

So, this night, Ray asked me to present in front of him....for the 1st time..i haven present half of them....ad time up..lolxxx....this was because i jam to often and i am a bit nervous about the story line also...so Ray told me to cut all the words or sentences in the slideshow and only use some pictures to say the story....so i have to force myself to memory them.....

The second time, i present again...this time was more good at the first 3 minutes only i thought....
after that, my last 2 minutes still jam jam jam...as i always looked at the slideshow....Ray told me dun look at the slide too often and it will deduct the eyes contacts marks....so i tried my best not to look at it.....

During the testing, i found myself that my english was damn poor and horibble...gosh....cannnot speak fluently and confidently...damn....how to interview for the next time...have to build up more, cannot continue to be like this....later...i will having the presentation...Pray Hard to God....please bless me that i can handle well later....Amen~~.....

A polluted ocean

I done some wrong again...maybe...althought i dun like what she said to me....but i know it was still my fault that i had made our friendship had an obstacle....cannot move on...duno why recently i seem to be so moody and easily angry by myself....maybe i just need to be alone...then i wont hurt anyone....

Last time we always have a nice chat and will sms freqeuntly...but recently we didnt did it again....and when she find me chatting...i found out myself like dun care about it...what actaully happened to me..i also duno why....

I promised to be ur ocean...unfortunately...i was just a polluted one...not clean anymore....no fish can live in a polluted sea...cuz they will die....they will try to move to a safety place...not like me....rubbish..oil....blood....acid....fungi...bacteria...all fill inside my heart...i can no longer be an ocean...cuz soon enough...i will dry...until i become a deep desert.......full of scorpion....

WHO!!!!!!!!!!?????????WHO can help me clean this messy things in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I wan to sound it out loudly so anybody can hear me....but people just keep throwing things into me....

What can i said was...."Fish...i am sorry last night for hurting you...and if can...just forgive me......I am sorry....."