D3MON & ANG3L

The end of foundation

2009-05-02T22:43:00.002+08:00

时间还过得真快，一下我的foundation就这样完了。我将要到吉隆玻的拉曼大学就读了，说真的，很舍不得这里。本来明天就要回老家了的，可是父母有喜酒喝，就拖到星期一了，也好，舍不得这里的朋友，可以多一天陪他们。以后就不能长见面了，他们留在这里，过这里的生活，多么的爽快啊！哈哈！只有我这个白痴去选了一个那么难读又闷得科目吧！

很奇怪，最近迷上了一个很无聊的游戏哦。。它叫热血三国。它是一个打战的游戏，可是东西是不会动的，所以只有字和图案来让你投入其中。很多朋友看了都说我不会想，干嘛浪费这样的时间和精神，奇怪，我就是喜欢上它了。哈哈。打来打去和被人打，什么都有，我都非常享受这个游戏，而也当上了一个联盟的副盟主，虽然不强，可是就起码有人来问我意见，尊敬我，叫我翰大哥，就是喜欢这样，现实不可能发生的原因吧！

话说回来，今天我考最后一张试卷：management。。无聊的一科（对我来说）。。这个考试还真让我够烦啊。。
我还是人生第一次考试整晚睡不着啊。。我从一点躺到三点，睡不着，眼睛就是大大力，没办法，只好爬起来，去看书，太无聊，就拿了只剩五块钱的电话，打了电话给老婆。结果，吵架了。。还真糟糕。。还好每次她都不介意。。不然早就完了。。我真的不明白最近为什么我们都一直吵个不停。。不然就是她好像不要理我这样的。。和她吵了一顿后才知道原因。。。最奇怪的是。。每次我都觉得我错了。。哈哈。。。不过，还是要谢谢你一路来都陪着我没多说什么。。

今天的考试就是很普通，照样犯错，习惯了，没有一次会不粗心的。。所以我也不管那么多了吧。。让自己烦罢了。。可是就是有一题我就是不干愿。。为什么凯翔提醒过了东西竟然不去理呢。。不该错的。。。真是的。。。

刚刚从朋友家的steambot回来，冲了个凉就坐在这里写部落各了。在这里想想有什么东西好写呢。。就是太得空了。。用了华语来写。。哈哈。。金保。。我的回忆。。

Setapak

2009-04-07T16:18:00.002+08:00

Its been 5 weeks i didnt updated my blog. Now i am back to told u guys about my recent life. I was headache of finding my new rent house at setapak as my foundation in kampar coming to the end. Now already 3rd sem week no.6, 3 more weeks i will be leaving this place. If fate give me choice to choose whether i could stay at here continue my degree or go to setapak have a city life, i tell u all honestly, i will choose kampar. The environment, life spend cost, friends, distance between my house and here, and the fresh air everytime after the sky rain. I just love them. Dream is just a dream, i cannot choose to stay here. I have no choice but continue my degree at Setapak.

I had been went down to KL for 2 times, try to search for rent house. For the first time, we had found Metroview condo, PV10 condo, and alpha condo. PV10 is not suitable for me as I didnt bring any transport. Way to find food and go to school is horrible if u dun have a car. So i forget about the place. Alpha is cheap, near school and food stalls, but dirty, dark, and the floor and the wall, like have war before. Forget about it, i told myself. Metro was the best, clean, big room, new, near food, near school, but...expensive. After some discussion, the owner told us that we need to pay him 2 month of rental and one month of deposit, so if one person need to live at there, need to pay RM 800. Ridiculous! I just thought they treat us like a small baby! Conclusion, we cannot make up our mind for the first trip.

For the second trip, it was last Saturday, but only 3 of us, because most of our gang all separated and find their new houses. Left only Kong Fai, Xu ren, and me. Xu ren want to live at MU, that place was cheap, 140 person only, the room is small, no fan, this point i cannot accept. The things were very messy at the kitchen, from this point i can see that the housemate are not very clean behavior. Kong Fai there abit expensive, have all facilities, included streamyx with 4MB. That place has many house rules, if not follow properly will be kick out from the room. Very strict i can said. After some discussion, Kong Fai and me decided to stay together at the expensive room. Xu ren dunwan to follow us, as he cannot afford to stay there. Well, we have no choice, follow others decision blindly is more worst than u can stand ur decision. We respect each other. For the year i live at setapak, i will begin to find some new room that more safe and cheap. Now i will just stay there for a year.

During the night i came back from KL with train, I cannot found my key to open the door at Kampar. I kept slam the door until outside also have people watching me like a crazy man. Suddenly, i remember KKB will still at the house, so i try to phone him, luckily he havent sleep, he came down open door for me and say sorry to me. I should said thank you to him as he save my "life". Went to the top floor i only realised that my key was at the top of the refrigerator.

Its was a long day and i need some rest. Thank you for viewing my blog.

Deadland of perak

2009-03-01T20:16:00.002+08:00

Last day of my holidays, 1st March 2009, was also my sister birthday. Last night we did celebrate with her awhile. Daddy bought 3 different types of cakes as the birthday present to her and a "shit" pencil box which really looked like a shit. LOL!

Early in the morning, i waked up at 700am as last night i slept at 1120am which was quite early for me. I brushed my teeth and wash my face then went down to eat some food. Then i opened my ladtop and start to play some online game. My life style was like this for about 2 weeks.

About 300pm i went down to kampar~Deadland of perak~ which i have to spend another 9 weeks in UTAR(University tak ada rehat). Since i get the last sem result my mind was quite unstable as i always thought that why i cannot manage to get a satisfied result. Not working too seriously enough maybe. Action speak louder than words, maybe i shall calm down start get to work.

After this sem i going to leave this, and go to setapak to continue my study. Well, many things have to be prepared now. Maybe next week i shall take the time go down to setapak and take a look at the condo and environment.

Tomorrow will be a new beginning for me and for all students in Utar. Hope we all can move forwards smoothly and successfully. Amituofo~

Result

2009-02-26T18:47:00.003+08:00

Wednesday morning i was selling fruits, then i was a bit nervous about my utar result and sms raymond and chee yan check whether they know their result ad or not. However, chee yan said to me result haven out yet. I concentrate on selling fruits until i back home at 1200pm. Suddenly Ray told me that result out ad and ask me to check it as soon as possible as later on maybe will lag due to overcrowded of students online to check the result too. Without thinking any further i quickly open the utar portal.

BOOM! 3.34. What the fuck! Only this!? i was expect myself to get higher like 3.5 something but i only get this!? Quickly check through all the subject. FUCK THEM ALL ! English i get B-!!!!!!!!?????????WHAT THE HELL!!!!I really wan to slamp off the keyboard and fuck those fucking bastard who mark my papers!!!!!!

I sure can do better one! But why i only get this! I talked to myself that i should relax and its all over now rather than yelling myself at home and to friends. Well, I do REALLY NEED TO GET FUCK NOW! Seeing this kind of result make me vomit in my stomach.

Last sem i sleep in class and fail in the mid term, but i can manage to have a 3.0 in that sem, these sem our course work we have put so much effort on it and the report we tried so hard just try to get a full. Well, compare to last sem i did improve in all the subject marks, but why, in the final exam there are no difference between the score and grade like last sem, why i always get a B+ for my maths!!!!!!!
What the hell is going on! I sure know how to do one! Maybe just one mark, then they drop me to a B+ grade, just maybe.

To the second semester of UTAR, i have only one word say to you: FUCK YOU AS U LIKE TO FUCK ME TOO! AND I FUCK MYSELF BEING CHOOSEN YOU!

Finally

2009-02-22T00:11:00.002+08:00

Finally i can see my mummy smile today and walk around. Last few days my mum keep saying that she felt very uncomfortable and cannot breath properly. She even dun have the mood to eat properly. Becoming thin already. One day she felt very weak and see doctor at Taiping again. The same answer said by the different doctor: You are too stress and you need relax a bit. There is nothing wrong with your body.

This few days, many friends of my mum also came visit her. Really thanks all of them. Some even bring "燕窝" for my mum. E xian and Raymond also got ask about my mummy and give some advise and opinion. Thanks both of them too. By the way, Raymond mummy did give my mum a lot of courage as that time i also sit beside them. After that my mum looks thing at a better or positive way. Become more good already although still have some headache.

This few days i helped her to fetch my bro and sis go hua lian school and pokok assam school also. It was so sleepy that i have to wake up early in the morning as it was a long time i didnt went to school already.Lol. My grandma stay with us and looked after her daughter : My mummy. Grandma wake up early in the morning, mope floor, prepare breakfast and lunch. Washing cloth. "Kirim" bunga. Really thanks my grandma a lot.

Today my mum looks more better already. Can start to order us help her do some homework. Haha. So nice to see that. Hope mummy will recover soon. Be strong and dun think too much. ^^

Valentine Day

2009-02-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

Its been 3 days i back to home, but i didnt went out help my dad sell fruits. Just stay at home and helping my mum doing some stuff and playing games. She felt not quite well recently and we thought that she was suffer from an illness called --胃风

So i try search some information on the net about that illness. I advise my mummy that she should not skip her breakfast and dinner time should not be too late as she always busy on her works. She listened to me and changed her time. My uncle also provide her some Amway production and she felt a bit more comfortable. But today she did not feel well again. My dad suggested that he want take mummy go penang see more professional doctor as mummy already struggling this type of sickness quite a long time. Then i went out to help my uncle sell fruits. After that i back to home.

After some rest i called my mummy, well, listened to her voice seem to be ok, but still to wait for the report to come out. Then i went to have some rest and chat with jy for a moment. I already send my gift to her. Although i felt that it was not so nice, but she still like it. Then its ok with me already.^^

My grandgrandmother passed away last 2 days, so i plan to "visit" her at night. But my dad told me that there was too many people at there especially today was the last day, so he told me go home now and have some sleep, then tomorrow morning we can go to her house and have the "sending" ceremony. I opened my ladtop and surfing net now. Then suddenly thought of my mummy again, so i called her and asked her how was her already. Well, she was bettew now and can laughed at me.

This year valentine day is not special for as i also spend this day alone. Hope can really celebrate with my girl next time. Besides, mummy also fall sick, father also no mood to eat, so today was a lonely day as i thought we family can have dinner together one. Maybe after my mummy back we can celebrate again. ^^

Well, i should stop writing now. Wish u all have a happy valentine day.
The picture above is the presend i gave to her. I can do that better, as only 60% alike.hehe.

Hacker Chinese New Year

2009-01-27T22:55:00.003+08:00

Happy chinese new year to everyone...since last week i already back to taiping...well...at first i did not went out with friends as they also didnt informed me got gathering also..so i just stay at home and study myself...starting was very good as i had the mood and time to do that...when coming towards the new year..i need to went out to pasar helped my dad sold fruits...it was so crowded until i cannot walked properly and the street..so many people buying flowers and fruits..cannot breathed properly...i helped my dad for 2 days...then i get RM40 as my paid..

At the chu xi ye...suddenly fish told me someone had hack my msn...then she showed me what the person had chat with her...omg...i duno who did that but i scared he spoiled all my things and get things mess up..i quickly changed my msn password...until...things going very smooth...hope wont happened again...

Starting from chinese new year...i start went out with friends of course...so 2 days didnt study ad..when i looked back at the papers...my mind was all blank..damn it...have to start all over again to recall back...

By the way...at the chu yi night..i went out with jeyson and chee yan..jeyson was the driver...we prepared to go taiping central...however...when we want to find parking slot at Tesco..jeyson bang into another person's car...luckily the driver was not there..or not we died ad...he still can laughed at us after bang into it...what a wonderful guy...

Until today..finally i can have some time on my study but still blur at the physic..i just dun understand why there got 40+ formula in one chapter...really FUCK one...lame shit...my friends they all go taiping central for the night show...and i am sitting down here try to write some blog and sms...haha...so boring...but i just dunwan waste my money and time on the show again...

Just a show

2009-01-17T18:49:00.002+08:00

Well..one day our class leader asked us whether wana put some effort and make some nice live show for our Miss Chuah...like a farewell party like that...so we accepted it..but think wisely...we cannot do a nice live show just in the class...so we decided to make a great show for her....this is the video..maybe u all shall take a look at it....^^

Night scene of UTAR

2009-01-09T23:20:00.002+08:00

Well..today was a tiring day for me..as i went to school from 900am until evening 730pm...whole body and my eyes were so painful...and i was rushing back to my room as the sky was raining...At first was a 3 hours practical for the programming and problem solving subject...the practical was damn hard and confusing this morning..and i cannot finish the questions as my expectation...normally i was the first one to solve the question..but today grabbed by somebody else...damn him....after that we went to canteen and have lunch together...after the horrible thing come to my mind....

It was public speaking tutorial...Miss Chuah said that who duno the correct answer for the pass year questions will be punished by doing some action or singing...damn it..i hated this as i duno like giving pressure to us when answering some stupid questions though...=.=lame shit...no choice but to accept it...the 3rd person..Ang Chun Xin was the first person to called out and lipsing...lol...its kinda funny...not more than 1 min then he can sit down ad after the short presentation...after that was the guy beside me being punished by Miss Chuah by doing the commercial break of our group talk show silly action by shaking some hand...then reached me ....lame...i also kena punished...so sui for me today...damn...i walked outside then shaked my butt to all the audience then heard some applauses and laughing..yeah...great silly show...i can sit down and my mind suddenly can think the proper answer...why didnt i answer that ....damn...or not i wont be punished....

After the 130hours of mathematic talking about the probability to become a millionare ....we walked towards DDK1 :one of the biggest lecture hall in UTAR kampar...we went to see a competition between TD and TE group's best talk show presentation...well...the first team was very good i can said...very well prepared and very professional...however..i dun understand why the second group of TE can come to that stage as i think the SHOW IS JUST A RUBBISH AND WHOLE BUNCH OF BITCH QUARRELING there!!!!!!!SO SOHAI LA!

The 3rd group and 4th were performing very well..just the videos seem to be too much and their talking and communication were a bit less than the first group...which was the most best group i ever seen...

Until 715pm...saya sudah tak boleh tahan and decided cycled back home now...i was very lucky as when i almost reached home...the sky start to rain..phew...if a bit delaying at the show...sure die ad one....well...i realised that the night scene at UTAR was very beutiful and my friend and I took some pictures ...lol...so silly....well...let u all take a look at the most pretty scene i had took...^^

Happy new year~~

2009-01-02T00:04:00.005+08:00

31th December 2008:Last day of the year, that night, for the first time..i can fool around with whole bunch of friends...not like last time...me always need to sleep earlier and tomorrow morning need wake up early to sell fruits....this year was an exception...haha..so lucky!!!

That night...was a rainy day...at first we plan to have BBQ outdoor...but cannot do it as the sky dunwan let us to..lol...so we have BBQ at the house...not in the house....haha...dun misunderstand.....the food not that much...but with whole bunch of hot dogs!!!!!!!!!!!can u imagine 30 persons ate about 400 hot dogs!?lol....ate until insane ad...later all of us become hot dog man...=.=.....then we also gambling....some gamble money but not me...i just playing....cuz it was still parents money...cannot used like that....

Before reaching 1200am...all of us went outside and some if us bring motor while some bring cycle....haha...me cycle of course....then the motorist keep booming their engine with loud and irritating sounds!!!!!We keep honing and screaming and yelling along all the way at westlake...all people saw us like monkey or a whole group of siao kia with some siao po...wakakakaka....we keep screaming happy new year to about hundred of people at westlake....so fun!!!SO COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i like the feeling man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

0000am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the clock show us this!!!!!!!!!!!!!all of us stop and all the motorsist surrounding our LIANG CHEE!!HE shake the champain and then BOOM!!!!!!!the gas all split out and he splash all around to our bodies!!!!!!!!Then all of us take a drink!!!!!!!WOWOWOWOWOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HE SMASH THE BOTTLE STRAIGHT AWAY WHEN FINISHED!!!!!!!!!COOL MAN!!!!!!!!!NEXT ROUND!!!!!!!!TOTAL:HE SMASHED 3 BOTTLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday

2008-12-29T00:31:00.002+08:00

Yeah..my birthday over ad...that day was a special day for me..the clock was 00:00am at that moment...and it was the beginning of my birthday....that night i still with zhongyi, chee yan, qisian, bernard and jonessan at hwang yang house..they were gambling and i was trying very hard to play a song by piano..lol...indeed i did not...so sad....the first person who said happy birthday to me is:Lemon...haha....thank you...you are so cute^^and thanks for your birthday song also...^^and then the 5 guys in the house also said it..thanks u all too....but i was sad that she do not remember that was my birthday...i did not ask her to say anything..but she asked me back....what so special about today and she cannot recall back..i was so sad....and driving slowly back to my home....

When i reached home...she asked me whether i wan sleep ad or not...i answer not yet...and she keep asking me about what so special about today....actually i dunwan tell her ad...just wana sleep...but in the end i told her that today was my birthday..then she didnt reply me ad...i go brush my teeth and wash my face....suddenly the phone rang...she called me...."TATA~~Happy birthday to you Happy Birthday to you~~She sing in the phone....so sweet..i ask her why she do like that as she ad know that was my birthday .....just she wana make me dissapointed at first then make me shock..and she also said that she was also dissapointed when i said that was my birthday and she said I am thick face...lol...really make me happy la...first time she sing to me...^^then we chat until 300am i think....keep laughing sia...

Tomorrow morning she called me again....said what morning call...lol...i also nthing to do also...she just purposely wan wake me up and she go sleep again...naughy girl...lol....At night...i celebrate with my family...at Mr.BBQ...that food there all were so nice...i like them....especially the fish!!!!!DAMN GOOD!!!!hahaha...enjoy it alot....but that night..she told me to wait her...i go lie at the bed....then fall asleep ad...lol...really want to say sorry to her...please forgive me...^^

Its time to stop here..

Whole bunch of things!!!

2008-12-25T21:36:00.002+08:00

Since the last Saturday, my ladtop cannot use already,i duno what happen to it...so sad la...duno what happen..my ladtop actually can in the window..but just the screne all black la..cannot see anything come out but the mouse icon only..haiz...i spent all my time for wondering around and duno what should i do...cuz exam all over already and now just need to wait for final exam..except i left one assignment which need a pc to do it of course...so in the end...nothing i can do ...so i hope i can quickly back to my hometown then i can bring my ladtop go repair it...

After 3 days...finally i back home at Wednesday...i quickly take my ladtop go fix it and i can take it back during Friday i think..mostly...but need to check something on it first...actually at first my plan was all so good :I wan celebreate xmas with my friends and wondering around and watch movie de....however..my dad when first saw me back home the first question he asked is:Tomorrow morning u free or not?Lame shit..i ad know the answer...u wan me go sell fruits...damn it....no choice...i have to help him....damn it....i need to wake up 400am and my holiday turns to a nightmare for my xmas....

And back home...i was so sick with my home dekstop..so lag and always hang one..cannot play game and my bro always sit in front of it....lame...what i can do except sleeping!?shit!!!!!!!!
besides...last night gathering kong fai remind me about the assignment...shit...it was so hard to do and now my ladtop ad masuk kilang what i can refer to!!!!!!!!!!No choice but have to wait tomorrow...haiz....hope my ladtop no need to reformat....i hate reformat as my things will all rest in peace...this 2 days i bought 2 shirts and one long trousers....and i found that ah geap was so funny during the gathering..he looked like Mr.Phua Chu Kang la....especially his hair...lol....looks so funny la...beh tahan wan laugh nia....but he is a good joker....lol....pei fu!!!!!!!!

OK la...thats all for today...^^see you all next time...

11th December 2008

2008-12-11T15:05:00.003+08:00

Last 2 day, we had a group discussion at kong fai house for our talk show, after i prepared, i went down and planed to cycle to his house, however i cannot found my bicycle, i was wondering so late already who still used my bicycle, suddenly i saw my bicycle! But! Without a seat! What the hell is going on! My bicycle seat was dropped off!!!!!!! I tried to fix the thing but unfortunately i am not yet a pro technique guy....sien...i have to to walked to his house....began from that day...i depended on kong fai to fetch me go to school....

Friday is our chemistry test 2, although just 3 chapters but still have many reaction or equations need to remember...i hate this kind of thing...duno why i go choose science for foundation....fuck....however a choice is a choice...study ba...

Today i will have a 3 hours mathematic lecture during this afternoon!!damn it!!i sure it will be very boring!!however i sure that it was important to me as i can learn a lot of things from there....however...thing does not go into my way....i prepared everything then wait kong fai to come fetch me....ad 250pm he still did not come...i phoned him but did not answered....then after that suddenly he told me that he planed to ponteng...what the hell.....3 hours lecture want ponteng pulak....so many things will be missing from our mind....no choice...my bicycle haven fix yet..i had to stay at room and now i am writing this blog.....

God...please bless me that i can score well in my chemistry test tomorrow and my mathematics test will also going to be fine....=.=...so scared....study study.....

8th December 2008

2008-12-08T22:07:00.003+08:00

Its a long time i didn't updated my blog...cuz recently really no mood to spend some time on this kind of thing...now i can finally sit down peacefully and wrote something on this site...Today i having my holiday as this day is Haji...but i shall continue my study tomorrow and this week i will be having examination on chemistry test again..this time is test 2..and i dun think that it will going to be easy as last time...so gona spend some time on it starting tomorrow...

During Saturday, i spend my time on watching bleach which i borrowed from my friend..200 episode...watched until head also break...haha...my little bro...also borrowed from me and i helped him copy paste all the movie into his dekstop...my mum sure angry about me as i give something to my bro that will make him wont go away from the scene of the pc...lol...at night..my family and I went to my uncle house to celebrate the Lao Tia Meh as what we called in Hookien...means that the day before a person marry...so we sit down there and have some talk with the elders...checking whether got beautiful ladies or not...i was so dissapointed cuz no pretty girl...haiz..only old people....My day end after that...

Sunday, was a headache day for me, i spend almost half the day to think on how to write the report of chemistry..damn it was so hard for me as the internet make the things really really complicated and the information were sometimes just overwhelm my head...too difficult to understand...damn it...i stop my report until the result then i cannot continue anymore....i clear my mind by playing some online game and chating...finally.at 1200am..i saw one guy online...LIP KONG FAI!!!!!!!!!I quickly asked him whether he finished he report ad or not....then asked some questions...yeah...he give me some nice opinions and advise...i can slept well that night...

Until today morning, i spend almost about 3 hours to do my questions and discussions...finally the work was done , then my mum and me with my grandma and little bro went to taiping central to buy a new formal and some cloths for me...hehe..a big day for me ...^^

Besides that, i cannot think much things that are meaningful to me anymore...so i should end my post here...

24th Nov 2008

2008-11-24T23:54:00.004+08:00

This morning when i woke up, i was thinking that i plan to ponteng the public speaking class. Then i asked Ray whether i should skip the class or not cuz i was really lazy to go to class. Ray told me that if i went to class, i can at least has some image on the slide or note, then can apply on exam when suddenly forget anything in the exam. He was right, i listened to him then i woke up and checked my email. Unfortunately, my msn cannot sign in, not only that, i cannot even surf the net, maybe the moderm broken again, i said to myself. Then i went down and checked the modem, no problem at all. I need to restart the moderm 3 times then only i can start using my internet. Damn it, it make me sweat a lot to climb up and down the stairs.

It was raining, and i smsed my friend to ask whther they can use car to fetch me go to school or not. Nobody answered me, and when almost times up, one person reply me message, said that:Today all of us ponteng public speaking....lame shit, i was plan to listen the class but they all told me to ponteng class..ok lo...no choice..i dun have car so i cannot do anyting...

Sitting alone in the room, playing some online game, listened to musics, then problem come to me ad. Suddenly my friends sms me asked me about the questions of chemistry report, damn, it make me headache as the problems they asked me i never think of that, then i stop all my things and try surfing net to search for the answers. Now i only realised that i still have many things i do not really understand. After some investisgation, finally i found the answer. Haiz, damn noob me!

This was the most pek cek night for me as playing game also make me angry!!!!!!!!
I was playing sdo with my friend-Kong fai...he is the guild leader and we 2 go to a room to pawn people...or can said pawned by people....=.=....others players were all so good or can said as excellent in dancing and make us lose all the time...damn..at first i tried to control myself...then keep losing...saya sudah tak boleh tahan...MACIBAI!!!!!!!!!!!i scold opponents!!!!!!!!damn mother fucker them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally, we managed to win some match and win them back...and we get some marks too...hehe^^sorry for being rude in this post...haha....

Then, i am sitting down here to writing this blog...ok...i will stop here..

21 Nov 2008

2008-11-21T21:48:00.002+08:00

Today i finished my programming test 1..haha...can relax abit ad...but more things will come toward me soon...so have to be prepare earlier..no time to rest actually...well..today test was not as i expected ...as the questions did not come out in the proper way..what i had study or "hafal" all didnt keluar ..but those i understand need to do by hand one all come out...lame...like this i no need study better la....go practise more maybe i can get higher marks...lol...anyway...i sure i can get a good marks...

Besides..today i get my public speaking presentation marks...i get 7.5 out of 10...consider not bad only..just medium..the highest in my class is 9.00...who is Ong kee beng....the only 4 flat guy in our science stream...pro...i thought he can do well in exam only...never imagine that his public speaking also get the highest marks among all of us....damn it....now have to focuz on the talk show...next assignment of public speaking which is in group works....so have to work out on it soon make it perfect!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Recently duno why our house internet line become so weak and so LAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i cant even play game!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AS GAME WAS THE ONLY ENTERTAINMENT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!damn la........somebody in this house keep downloading and make us all lag....but we cannot find out who is that and i also dun like point finger...make relationship become worst...so just keep quite and do our own jobs...haiz....we pay internet for nthing......

hmm....i think i will stop here...cuz duno what to share again...haha....wait for my next post ba...
thanks for watching ladies and gentleman....

Back home

2008-11-14T22:11:00.002+08:00

Today, i had my mathematic test on 430pm until 530pm...so today was quite a very rush day as i need went to school on 900am early in the morning...Kong fai today had a 5 minutes presentation during the public speaking tutorial...haha...he was quite scared but he did very well in his speak...well done bro..gampateh...hua lian students sure not the same yeah...lolxxx....

then all of us keep studying on mathematics during some free time...my friends all keep doing exercises...keep asking questions...good...at least they all work hard to get something they want...^^...gampateh all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

during the exam period....at first the questions were quite easy but i jam at the last question....and unfortunately...i substitute wrong equation into the other equation....damn...i lost marks ad....nvm.....i think i will still manage to get some good marks but wont better than others liao le......i must aim for my target 3.5 in my gpa this sem!!!!!!!!!

Then after a 2 hours car sit with Raymond as a driver,his sis,qisian me and chee yan as the passengers..i reached my home but my family all still at genting...what the hell....i went to my grandma house and took my house key then asked my uncle fetched me home..and now i am sitting here blogging...lol.....so boring at home when i am lonely....

7 November 2008

2008-11-08T07:44:00.002+08:00

O yeah...this day, was an amazing day for me, cuz i cannot eat my breakfast man!lolxx!
I was so nervous and "gan jiong" about my 5 minutes presentation! So i just drink some water and trained again and again~~until i went to bath also presenting..lame~~hahaha~~

So, after prepared everything, i went to Utar by sitting friend's car, i was relief when i walked in the class, the light was not bright as like last time, this time a bit darker, hehe, i can more relax...
However, things just does not seem right when there have 20 outsiders came into our class and said want to see our class presentation!!!!!!!!!!!damn~!!!!!!!!!!!so many people in a class....no choice, i figured that i keep drinking water, duno why i am so thirsty...lolxxx.....

One by one my friends went out, and then suddenly, reached my turn ad, damn!!!!!!!
Ok, at first i am very nervous, then when i stand out, i suddenly not scared anymore and speak quite fluently and did not forget what i need to say...haha...thanks God....

After 8 of us giving a speech, lecturer came out and give all of us comment, my friend, Zhen Xiong, teacher said him had a nice looking and a nice voice, can became a broadcaster ad, have talent in become a good speaker, he was so happy when he was sitting beside me....haha....

Then come to my turn, "Seong han, u are stable, calm, and did not nervous. Besides, u know ur topic very well and present in an easy understanding way, however, u are too fast and a bit over excited."Lolxxx....i also knew teacher would said that cuz when i saying the topic, i like very "gek dong" and seem like the character in my topic had killed my family!lol.....but anyway, teacher did said me have a very good eyes contact....so overall is good....^^

Phew...after that, i have the mood to eat my breakfast ad....hahaha....Thanks God for blessing me...Amen~~

6 November 2008

2008-11-07T09:13:00.002+08:00

This day was the day before my public speaking presentation day...lol...i was a bit nervous that how am i going to present in the next day....at first, my presentation topic is When a hero Become Zero...and its content i took from Ray as he did it last semester...so anything i dun understand i can straight away asked him to help me....

So, this night, Ray asked me to present in front of him....for the 1st time..i haven present half of them....ad time up..lolxxx....this was because i jam to often and i am a bit nervous about the story line also...so Ray told me to cut all the words or sentences in the slideshow and only use some pictures to say the story....so i have to force myself to memory them.....

The second time, i present again...this time was more good at the first 3 minutes only i thought....
after that, my last 2 minutes still jam jam jam...as i always looked at the slideshow....Ray told me dun look at the slide too often and it will deduct the eyes contacts marks....so i tried my best not to look at it.....

During the testing, i found myself that my english was damn poor and horibble...gosh....cannnot speak fluently and confidently...damn....how to interview for the next time...have to build up more, cannot continue to be like this....later...i will having the presentation...Pray Hard to God....please bless me that i can handle well later....Amen~~.....

A polluted ocean

2008-10-31T16:55:00.002+08:00

I done some wrong again...maybe...althought i dun like what she said to me....but i know it was still my fault that i had made our friendship had an obstacle....cannot move on...duno why recently i seem to be so moody and easily angry by myself....maybe i just need to be alone...then i wont hurt anyone....

Last time we always have a nice chat and will sms freqeuntly...but recently we didnt did it again....and when she find me chatting...i found out myself like dun care about it...what actaully happened to me..i also duno why....

I promised to be ur ocean...unfortunately...i was just a polluted one...not clean anymore....no fish can live in a polluted sea...cuz they will die....they will try to move to a safety place...not like me....rubbish..oil....blood....acid....fungi...bacteria...all fill inside my heart...i can no longer be an ocean...cuz soon enough...i will dry...until i become a deep desert.......full of scorpion....

WHO!!!!!!!!!!?????????WHO can help me clean this messy things in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I wan to sound it out loudly so anybody can hear me....but people just keep throwing things into me....

What can i said was...."Fish...i am sorry last night for hurting you...and if can...just forgive me......I am sorry....."

It's All Coming Back To YOU Now

2008-10-23T19:27:00.004+08:00

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now

(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we..

everything u wished last time has came back to you..this is not you hope since long long ago?why think so much?
human being..is the most complicated animal.i think.
i don't understand,because i don't know you well.=)or even you will say,you aren't me,you don't know so much about the things happen between both of you.maybe.*smile*
follow your heart,

from,
exian.

Disaster will arrive when u give too many

2008-10-23T14:05:00.002+08:00

"Han..why recently u r so cold to me...?"she asked me....i am not cold to you..i know...i care about everything about you...but just duno why..i cant smile to you...in front of you..i only know how to cry...when i heard u asked me this...i also quite nervous...why i am becoming like that...is that any problem between us...i asked myself...definitely no...cuz......i still care about you.....

One night...u come to ask me...should we step forward or walk behind....i think i will answer the first answer..but..can you teach me how to do it?i really duno how to step forward with you together....i asked u back...then how about you?forward or backward?ur answer is the same as me....it was quite surprising for me...because i thought that u will said maintain the same and dun move...but in the end..ur answer is the same with me...anyway....i should thank you....that u still believe in me and giving me chance......

Actually....jun...always said to me...he had a lot of trouble with his gf...just because of she is not so care about you...and u expect many things from her....to you...last time i duno how to respond to jun...now i think i had found the answer...

Whenever u give too much to a person...the person will not appreciate it...and take it from granted....take it as a step in life...that no meaningful...example...u want to hear she said i love u every night to you....i keep asking myself...isit necessary...when it give too much...then that word is no more special....and now...i learn something....last time...without 1 day..i cant messages to her....i must...and when she didnt reply me...i will angry..pek cek....and keep asking myself why she dunwan reply me...and sometime i will lost control...then end up in disaster between ourself...we argue....nonstop...for reason....why...?i wondered....why i need to do like this...

Now....i also duno why suddenly i didnt felt anything when she didnt reply me message....i didnt wonder why she didnt find me at night and went to sleep without telling me....when she didnt find me...i will just find something else to do....and this time...i did it greatly as i can control myself....

1 day by 1 day...then.she sms me...asked..."recently u r busy?why never find me?"for the first time....i hear this word from her.....ad 1 and a half year i meet her....for the first time she did this...then i phone her of course...and i find that...we can chat happily....yeah...this is what i want.....perhaps....when i pull back a little....it will become more balance....i ad walk too fast...i should stop a while...let her to catch up......is time to rest.....i am lazy to chase anymore.......

What i can trust and believe now....is what she said last night........."I love you...."

Lemon Juice

2008-10-18T10:31:00.002+08:00

Its quite a few days i contact with this girl...how would i like to describe her...she is pretty...cute...and most importantly...she has a strong characteristic...she is a spm student...when we start chatting......i can know that she is a talkative girl.....haha...like this also good...because i no need to brain storming to think a topic to chat with her...we always have a nice chat together......and she always come to find me....i duno why she will do that....as i am free also...we have a nice talk and some argument sometime......

1 day...she ask me what am i doing...i said to her i was writing a story...suprisingly...she said to me she also want to write a new story with me...i didnt stop her.....she really wrote it...and a very touch one...i was surprise to see her english was so difficult for me to understand...lol....she is good.....she ask me to give some comment ...i duno how to respond...as i also cannot write so good...her standard almost like the sc 1 kaki in our school whose essay always praise by Pn.Lam....i said it was a good essay.....then give her a big clap hand.....she was happy of course.....

our nice day goes on...without a day she wont find me...and i was quite nervous...until today morning.....it was a miserable for me.....she nudge me...then ask...are u there?...then sent me an essay again.....after that...she off 9......after reading the essay..maybe i had done something wrong.....seem like she wont find me anymore.........what have i done...why.....maybe the most WRONG step i have take is i give her my blog address....maybe she is thinking too much......

Duno why....now suddenly feel like crying......i had loss so many....i dunwan loss again.................
Lemon......i need you........

Numb

2008-10-11T09:56:00.002+08:00

Recently this few days she always came to find me and keep sms me...i duno why she suddenly became like that...last time u said me irriating..now why u came back and find me...not only that....ur message to me were sweet sweet things....how come...i should be very happy to see your messages....but...this few days really made me think a lot....i have no feeling...when u see ur message with a lot thing that should make me happy...i didnt.....i just normal...and sometime i will feel like dunwan to reply ur message...this is the first time i think like that....really worst.....u ask me 1 question...whether seeing ur message happy or not..i was wondering...this question i ask u long time ago....and u told me...u have no feeling when seeing my message..no surprise at all....then i just keep quite...now..u ask me back this question....i duno how to answer you actually....but automatically...i reply ur message like a robot....YES..i am happy....am i lying to myself?..i duno and not sure....

Last night we keep smsing until late night....is a long time we didnt do like this....but is for the first time i felt tired when i sms with you...i lazy to think topic....and i lazy to type...but suddenly u said that u have trouble...haiz..no chioce..i have to phone you....ya...u always really understand about me...first hear my voice...u ad know i have trouble inside my heart...this is why i can love you so much because u know what i want and what i dun want..u undersatnd about me....i lie to her...and make myself happy...so she start saying her trouble...yes...i advise her...and she agreed...thats good...she always listen to me when she is in trouble.....then suddenly both of us stop...didnt said anything...she asked me...u are not happy isit...yes..again....she guess me correctly...i said to her my feelings...she just listen and didnt said anything...u always worry about me...but...unfortunately...i...become..so numb..........

For the first time..i can laugh with her with my tears rolling down..for the first time....i myself can be the first person to say goddbye and close the phone...for the first time...i really felt tired about you....NUMB is my feeling towards you.......

Result of Boring Life

2008-10-03T21:31:00.002+08:00

Yesterday...nono..i think is 2 days before...i didnt find her and didnt sms her when i wan to sleep..i juz lie there and and fall asleep and i didnt expect anything from my phone....so the day pass by....tomorrow...oya...that day i spent my message on small fish..lol....she is funny and cute...especially when we talk about the thing she does for me was the most horrible thing in the world...LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!but it is a secret so cannot tell u guys here..or not she will kill me....so yesterday she sms to me ask me whether got go work or not...cuz she bought a small doll for me....lol....so i went to CRC find her..small fish....she gave me the Ninja..lol....and talk about 4 sentences i thought..then she walked inside a room then chat with her friend ad...

Of coz i didnt said anything juz drove back home lo....then we sms again....until night i think....lol...so small fish teman me for the whole day..thanks..really thanks...or not i will dead ad...haha....

At night.."she" sent me a message..she said gdnite...so i am thinking whether wan phone her or not as i did not contact her last night...she everytime also will say gdnite to me but last night didnt...maybe she aspect me to go finf her gua...i think so....i decide to phone....YES!!!!!!!!she did want me phone her...as she was boring also....haha.....she was so happy when i call her....talk talk talk..nonostop......altthought not because of me calling her..is juz someone can teman her only....but i juz like it .......nvm....ya i am stupid to do so as it will not turn to anything...^^...but i am still happy......

Anyway...Jay Chou NEW SONGS released ad...so nice a few of them....u all shall take a good look at them....

Back home

2008-09-22T22:18:00.002+08:00

After the Saturday exam..i came back home...actually i duno how to explain my feelings....yeah...back home is good..because home give me sweet memories...however..whenever i saw the fruits opposite my house...i start to feel like going back to kampar....i dun like to sell fruits ...the main reason is i dunwan woke up early in the morning....sien....

The day before my last exam...i cried....she answered my phone...when i heard her sound...i cried...how long had i wait....i was so miss her...but for her situation....all did not went into her mind as she didnt even care about me....for her..i am just a stranger...or more terrible...i am annoying to her...she said i am a bit overreacted and i am irritating...yeah...finally...she said that word...irritating....what i should do...i am irritating to her....how much have i done.....but she didnt look at me once a time...i am a clown beside her.....

Well....maybe i should give up now....no point right?Beside..she said she wont come to study at here ad...so....chance for me is lesser now...or i can said that even zero....i not suitable for you maybe...everyday i hoped that i can receive ur message and i hope that u can give me a call....i like last time you always care about me and think about me...maybe i done too much and made me no more special for you ad.....i am juz an alarm clock that will call you everyday in a certain time....i called you can more than hundred time...but what is ur feeling when you receive my call?Happy?Annoying?Or no feeling at all?i never think about it as i just do what i want to do.....now only i know that i am irritating guy....haha...wat a jerk......

I cannot forget you...i wont forget you....i love you...really...first time i had that feeling....only u can give me that feeling.....but u grab it away...i become so numb.....i work so hard just try to make you happy....but you never smiled to me....u always asked me....y i never give up....why u asked me this question...as u know the answer only have one....."I Love YOU..........."

Time pass by..i still need to continue my life....without you....

20th September 2008

2008-09-19T20:18:00.002+08:00

Today is my last revision day for my last exam : Mathematic...begin from the early morning....i did my mathematic past years questions...and asked some questions to Chee Yan..maybe he is too boring today...so teach me well today..haha....so happy can settle it within an hour time....

then i continue to do the questions and i find that i can do it well..so need to relax a bit...then i go play sdo-x...haha...get many times as a winner...so proud of it....then come my cutie sister on9 liao lor...she is my sdo sis...haha..so cute and pretty...always make me happy....we played together and have a lot of fun there...thank you for making me so happy Renia^^....

Besides....the girl i haven contact for a long time...today come ask me whether i had deleted her msn account....i was quite surprised that she will come find me....yeah..i admit to her and said to her my reason...and i say..."I am sorry..."...at first i thought she would not forgive me...however..things like going smoothly towards me this day...she forgive me....then i asked her..."Can i be ur friend again..?"She said :"No....because we already a friend...."haha...thanks.....really thanks....i really don't want to loss anybody else again....i need you all....and i love you all....

Tomorrow is my exam already....i have to do my best.....God...please bless me....and thank you for giving luck to me today.....really thank you...i would learn from mistake....

Physic Story,2

2008-09-16T12:55:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!Physic over already! This day morning was the most terrible morning for me as i automatically woke up myself at 730am which was consider early for me as last whole week i woke up at 930am something....gosh..i cannot sleep well last night and i dream something terrible happen to me during the exam time...

Last night....Physic Pro...Chee Yan Sang~~~suddenly came in my room and borrow my book to study..wow..this was amazing as i had a long time didn't saw him hand on a book...weird....he lie on my bed and look at the chapters that he don't know well and take a good look at it..then he start mumbling and do some calculation himself....the most important part in this i figured that i don't know MANY things from his mouth!!!!!!!!!!!damn..quickly i opened my lecture slide and some notes i had made and start looking at it......damn..so many i still not yet remember....put all my sight in the books...i start to memory what he had mention to me....

Suddenly he asked me that whether i had the answer sheet for the past years exam questions...of course i don't have it...by the way..i still opened the past year exam papers and took a look at it...hmmm...some of the questions i saw and i was jam at there as i don't know how to answer them...so cbyan~~~ and me search the answer and he explain some of it to me....(actually he don't like to teach me...he always want me to find the answer myself...don't know why...)

Until this morning....when i looked at the paper..i found that most of the questions were the same as the last night questions...i was a bit relax...because first time i did my physic in Utar i did not jam and can continue work at it....although not 100% correct..but i believed that i can get the steps marks as i 100% believed that my steps are correct.....so....i passed up my papers....

My friends and I met at a place and we start discussing some of the questions...i was shocked when many of them said that the paper was quite hard and said will die liao...=.=...gosh....
i remembered last time the English mid term test...all of them also said very hard...but only i said is easy..in the end...my marks was the lowest..damn!!!!!!!!!i was scared that this time the physic test will be the same too....i don't want this to be happen....God..please bless me that i can score well in that paper as that one is my last hope to pull my marks back.....

Now...its over already...i had to focus on the CHEMISTRY now...which was another nightmare for me....

Physic Story

2008-09-15T19:34:00.002+08:00

Tuesday...is my "lovely"physic test...lovely in this case was a miserable for me...i looked back all the previous chapters...gosh...i had so many damn long formula to memory...i wrote them down in a few sheets of white papers...at first..i plan to write about 3 pages i think....in the end..i need total of 8 papers!!!!!!!What the hell...i need 8 papers to write down all the formula of physic!Walao!!!HEADACHE!

Besides this, what most terrific me was the questions in tutorial or even the past year examination papers....they require some formula that do not appear in the lecture note!!!!!!!!!shit!!!!!!!i waste almost 45 minutes to answer a simply question!!!!!!my mid term exam did not score very well...so sometimes i also very scare to even pass....First time in my life...i actually aim for pass...gosh...i don't know what happen to me....sometimes i already studied very hard..but still i cannot apply the solution in the problem...i was blur and feel so depress........
tomorrow is my exam already...God...please bless me that i can score well....i already done my part...now it all depend on You to give me the luck and strength...Amen~~....

Exam Fever

2008-09-12T20:35:00.003+08:00

Today my computer studies examination over already...so nice....but sad..because the tips we studied didnt even come out 20% of it...fu**..waste so many time on it but in the end get nothing...
It was like this... this Monday...we have our economics examination..so my friend Lip Kong Fai...sent me a tips in notepad...then i open to see it...got accountancy...econs...sociology..and computer studies...so i just briefly see through the tips of econs only....but some of it of course will stick into my mind...okay...during the exam of econs...i was shocked that all the tips given by my friend all 100% the same!!!!!!!!!!shit!!!!!!!!a bit regret that i didnt focus too much in it..but still...i can manage to do well...of course not 100% correct....so i guess that the tips for computer studies will be the same like econs...100% correct then my marks will be boom!!!!!!!!!!wakakakaka!!!!!!!!!!so almost all the foundation students focus their computer studies in the tips only..of course...we still have studied the other part of it...but didnt focus too much lor...if compare to the tips...we wrote down the points and elaboration...boom our brain until wan burst to find a perfect answer for the tips...yeah....we did it in time and we all hope that the tips will be 100% come out in the exam time....

230pm in this day...i went into the examination room and quickly opened the exam paper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"What is Window XP?"DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this question i didnt even see in the tips note......damn shit...i felt very cold at that time and i scare i cannot answer the question well....shocking there..lol....however..still have to do it...haiz....put my head deep inside a shit hole then i squeesssssss dry my brain to come out with a logical answer to some of the questions that i not really know...and the stupid room don't know have wat type air condition ....damn cool man........

what the worst thing was...the indian girl beside me started to sleep when half an hour passed away...damn shit...isit so easy?or she already give up????wat the hell is going on..........

finally....i walked put from the room....looked back...i didnt perform very badly actually...but for scoring A....hmm...maybe it just too hard to get it....lame...=.=....

Loneliness

2008-09-10T19:49:00.002+08:00

Yeah...finally today examination of economics overred ad...so fun...then i slowly cycled back to 1476...then only figure that some of the questions i done wrongly already..but never mind..because the most trouble me one was the sciences subjects....haiz......always headache about it......

Same like always..whenever some obstacles over already..i must play some game..lol..dota of course....then suddenly qi sian and chee yan asked me whether i want go to pasar malam or not...to buy some food...i lazy cycle already..so i said no and asked them to help me buy a burger....during that period.......damn......the whole house seem like left only me.....i lie on the bed....so boring...sent messages to almost 6 people only 1 people replied......gosh........i was rejected by all bodies......=.=...........

Daily life without an important person to me was very boring...nobody to share..nobody to laugh...nobody to chat...nobody to quarrel....maybe she was too busy...or maybe she don't even care about me...now only i think about home...yeah..home..a place where at least 2 persons there will care about me....mum and daddy.....although sometimes they really irritating and always talked about the same things...but the sentences spoke by them was the most helpful in the end......i mean if compare to all the advise and opinions given by my friends or teacher...or even outsiders.....at first i don't really believe and listen to what my parents said....but in the end i always have to admit that what they said was all true and it was the fact....

shit....first time...i really think about home....arhhhhhh....life is so boring to me now......its been a long time that i can see a message and laugh myself....and siok sendiri....furthermore...recently i also don't know what happen to my attitude..and made one friends become an outsider already..no more chating and smsing liao....i deleted her msn also....because i knew that cannot save the relationship now....all i have to said...is "I am sorry...".......

Lonely...Mr.lonely...i Have nobody.....gosh...

The Lyrics Of My life

2008-09-09T10:39:00.003+08:00

Everything began with a great start
The journey will be like a set of poker card
I hope it will not end into the mud
But i knew it will be hard

Love is really never easy
It will always keeps you busy
sometimes it may seem crazy
but at the end it is all worthy

I thought so that way
It began on the 8th of May
but ended in dismay
I have no choice but to pray

Distance is the biggest obstacle
It kept us further from the love oracle
I knew there will be no more miracle
to bring us back to that love vehicle

I hope love will not really suck
but just a plenty of question mark
initially it may be very hard
but it will not end up getting FxxK

Examination Coming Soon

2008-09-07T12:31:00.002+08:00

Thursday,Friday and Saturday were so amazing to me...most people will studied hard during this few days as the exam will be start at the next Monday...perhaps i will do it so..but unfortunately the things just cannot get into my mind when i look at them...i give up...start to on my O2Mania and insanely click on the a,s,d,j,k,l,and space bar button...lol...then open Warcraft III and played it without knowing that time had gone so fast....and then when i wan studied..me eyes pained like hell ..maybe watch too much the blur blur button of the O2Jam liao....=.=sad...cannot studied..then go lie on the bed and start dreaming....arhhhhhh.....i know its was wasting time but i just cannot concentrate....fu**....

Most amazingly...chee yan...until now he still never touch a book...but i believe that he still can score well in the exam..don know why he was just like that...have talent maybe..we studied so hard but the mark cannot be the same like him who never studied but only listened at class...=.=..lame shit....but have to accept the truth that i am the kind of person that must put some effort and then only can manage well in exam..but not score well..=.=..still sad....haiz........

Another guy...qi sian..always RO...until he also wan siao ad...today i know that he played RO until 600am then only he went sleep..wth....like this also can...like my pal...Liew Wei Jong last time played the Maple story...lol...morning was the time that they used it for resting and dreaming while others people started working....that was their life style maybe...enjoyed it...lol..

Yeah..this was 1476 life style....and my roommate...studied until he also don know what to study now..so geng...for me..i was blur about everything.....that the different between a successful and well planning man and a wondering and confuse about everything person..me....shit!!!!!!!!!!!

hey hey hey!!!

2008-09-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

hey guys,it has been ages never heard from you all.how is everyone?busy with you own pathway?lolx
ok,let me tell you my part.HAHA!
Form six life is hectic and sometimes i am really headache with it when i cant do my part well.just liked the Graduation Night which hold on 18th of august.committees have to start preparing the programmes,write letters to get the permission and etc.we encountered a lot of problems while preparing for the 3 hours activities.oops.is not ALOT is UNCOUNTABLE.everyday being busy in solving the problems.committees have to help each others to carry out the task.and throughout the whole process, as you all know i have low boiling point=easy to boil up my temper!lol=) so the process in preparing it,argument and objections are things that cant be hesitate to happen..i have learnt to behave high boiling point indeed.LOL.
throughout the whole process,i realise one mandrin phrase台上十分钟，台下十年工..seriously learn it.hahaha.there are bitter and happy moments that always in my mind and always be a precious experience in my journey life.
lantern day is around the corner.how are u all going to celebrate it?
ANYWAY WISH YOU ALL HAPPY LANTERN DAY IN ADVANCE OKIE?
take care!

exian

Studying and Internet

2008-08-29T20:09:00.002+08:00

I think u all know that our 1476 here ad install wireless network..of coz we r happy that we can surf the net..chat with friends...find all the information..but the line is still quite sux and it will dc once in a while...we ad contact the stupid MF professor to fix the line for us..and what he promise to us was that he will called some technician to fix this sux line...however...its BEEN A WHOLE WEEK we waiting for the technicians to come...but only shit blowing in my nose...=.=lll

Examination is near..and i haven finish any one of the subject among THE SIX....its quite terrible that i have no mood to study and sitting in front of the ladtop and watching all those email..friendster..tagged..netlog...compare to my roommate who spent his whole day sitting in front of his pc and keep on asking question he dont understand to his lecturer....i am a JERK....feel sad but did not respond well in it....

I shut down my ladtop and lie on the bed...fall asleep...My handphone stay lonely on my study table without ringing...it was peace for a few days ad....sometimes i think that am i not worthy for anyone...maybe...who know?

Grr..no time to waste...please help me.....

Examination in Utar

2008-08-27T09:06:00.003+08:00

Recently i got my exam results..it was a terrific for me as it did not turn well in the end..
my physic,chemistry and mathematics get very low mark and i think plus the course work mark i did..it did not get over 3/5 mark...so i figure that in the final exam i have to work it out and get 50/60 and above which is quite impossible to do it...as my lecture said..last batch students only one of them can get it.of coz i couldnt get it...i am not a good students...juz normal in my exam juz happy go lucky every exam in secondary school i can manae to cope it well..now at University i figure that it was totally different and i need put in a lot of time to the subjects especially like physic, and chemistry which is totally made me blur in the lecure hall..2 more weeks to go and i have to exam again..this time i must do well or else..it may turn down in a horrible way....others subject are quite ok for me as it only need to understand and memories in my mind...for the 3 subjects..i need to learn how to apply in different kind of situation and memories all the damn mother ****** formula..everytime see the formulas i also wan vomit...hard and long...=.=ll...

Anyway...i have no choice but to continue study it as i think i dunwan to repeat or resit again..lol..(nobody wan actually)..haiz..

New Began

2008-08-26T01:16:00.003+08:00

Dear members,

Hello..recently i upload some new features into this website..feel free to pass by and share some experiences and put some comment at here...u all can give me some suggestion so that i can continue to improve it and make u all satisfised with it..

Share some cool stuff at here or some unforgettable thing here..we all are lovely to hear it..
Enjoy this blog...
Thanks...

I Wish You Loved Me

2008-08-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

[Verse 1:]
Something, Something Is Simple As Me Hearing Your Name
Puts Me, Puts Me In A Place That I Can't Even Explain
I Really Didn't Know Back Then But Right Now Im Totally Sure
Baby I Know Im Your Friend But I Wanna Be Much More

I Get Butterflies When I See You Coming
Oh Boy You Got Me Running
This Feeling In My Stomach Tells Me I Should Be Your Woman
Cause You're The Only One Who Makes My Fairy Tale Come True

[Chorus:]
How Can Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want Them To Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me

[Verse 2:]
I See, I See You Talking To Them Girls On The Phone
I Wish That I Can Tell Them All To Leave You Alone
Really Didn't Know Back Then But Right Now Im Totally Sure
That I Wanna Be Much More

This Is Why I Never Really Like Your Girlfriends
Why I Never Really Gave Them A Chance
Because I Realized That Im Your Woman

[Chorus:]
How Can Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want Them To Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me

[Bridge:]
Said If You Really Love Somebody,
I Mean Really Really Really Really Love Somebody
Let Me Hear You Say Yeahh, Let Me Hear You Say Yeahh Yeahh
If You Really Know You Need Them
And You Know Deep Down Youre Never Gonna Leave 'Em
Let Me Hear You Say Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Hear You Say Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

[Chorus:]
How Can Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want Them To Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me [x3]

Enjoy this song^^

Whatever happens,happens for a reason.

2008-08-22T10:34:00.000+08:00

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?
真正朋友: 有幾多人有八位真正的朋友?

Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right friends and good friends!!!
我幾乎不認識這些人! 但在我們當中有些人全有對和好的朋友!!!

*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*
Being happy is the priority of living,
If u wanna be sad,
Be sad 4 something thats worth it.
珍惜你所擁有的，慶幸所曾發生的。
*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*

Internet at 1476

2008-08-22T08:38:00.000+08:00

This day we had our first internet at our house,1476.Its amazing for me as i already wait quite a long time.Unfortunately,they install the moderm at the ground floor which was not so good for us at 3rd floor as the wireless connection has its own limit.We keep dcing and we always need to get down to the ground floor and unplug the power supply and plug it back again..then only we can online..for Raymond..he use dekstop..he face a big problem now as his pc cannot online although he successfully connect it...today hope that the technical man will come to fix it ba...juz hope that he will not so "pek cek" everytime we talk about the internet...anyway..the line is still low as the port and my ladtop still have some distance...juz have to get use to it...after have internet..face 1 more problem again..that is how to manage the timetable so that i wont addicted and can study my subjects also..have to keep it up le..my science subjects didn't not turn well to me...juz hope that i can get a better mark..^^

yay~!

2008-08-15T14:54:00.001+08:00

hello..i m new here..haha...jz finished trial...wakaka

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2008-08-10T09:23:00.000+08:00

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8/8/08

2008-08-08T15:29:00.000+08:00

Guys, how i wish i got a short while to enjoy a short holiday like what those matriks are having in this week. But unfortunately, im packed of classes and classes and classes which make me sick. Though im having free time in weekend, it's still a long journey for me to go back taiping which its a hack for me. :( My UK results coming out soon on this 18th, another nigth mare for me as i know i was not doing well in that exam which was held in june. Sob, how if i fail i kept on asking myself though many people said im gonna make it. Is it just a comfort from people around? Pray hard, hope for the best. I miss my home and my room, but still im not able to go back, furthermore, my girl is totally packed of classes even on friday also. So, it's gonna be difficult for us to rush back if we want to do so. Of course, im not going to dump her alone here right? Who will? Hmm... Study study study.. Accounting, Costing, Taxation and Auditing. Those are my four kids, i love them all even though im pretending to love them. Actually what i mean here is, i have to love all my four kids so that they'll love me as well so to score at least in my progress test or final exam in this december. Obviously, my birthday just passed, oh well, thanks for those who wished me, i appreciated it alot guys. Thanks!. However, this year is my first year celebrating my birthday away from my home, and i have no red egg to eat though. Hahaha.. sound like a small child, but what to do? Im the youngest ma..:D
Anyway, friends from taiping and my buddies there, hope you all wil come to KL one day later and then we hang out together. Just to mention, hanging out in KL is totally different from hanging out in taiping. It's 5 times the fun at least, im sure if you come, you enjoy it. Don't forget, most of us are already 18! So, you know what i mean la ya. By the way, i don mean about smoking.:D Alright guys, have to continue my taxation now.
For Desmond, I love you.... Hahahahhahahhahaa.... Catch wtih you all soon. Chao..
__JUN__

Words

2008-08-05T15:45:00.001+08:00

1.题目: 原来
小朋友写: 原来他是我爸爸。
老师评语: 妈妈关切一下

2.题目: ..一边...........一
边............ ..
小朋友写: 他一边脱衣服 ,一边穿裤子.
老师评语: 他到底要脱还是要穿啊~~

3.题目: 其中
小朋友写: 我的其中一只左脚受伤了。
老师评语: 你是蜈蚣？~~

4.题目: 一... 就....
小朋友写: 一只娃娃就要一百块。
老师评语: 老师笑到不行..

5.題目: 你看
小朋友写: 你看什么看! 没看过啊

6. 照样造句
例题: 你 (唱歌) 我(跳舞)
小朋友写: 你(好吗 ) 我(很好)
老师评语: 你在写英文翻译吗??

7.照样造句
例题: 别人都夸我( )，其实我( )
小朋友写: 别人都夸我( 很帅 )，其实我( 是戴面
具的)。
老师评语: 什么面具这么好用???

8.题目: 好... 又好..
小朋友写: 妈妈的腿,好细又好粗...
老师评语: 那到底是细还是粗？

9.题目: 陆陆续续
小朋友写: 下班了，爸爸陆陆续续的回来。
老师评语: 你到底有几个爸爸呀?

10.题目: 皮开肉绽
小朋友写: 停电的夜晚，到处很黑，我吓得皮开肉
绽!
老师评语: 看到这句... 老师佩服你。

11.题目: 欣欣向荣-比喻生长美好的样子。
小朋友写: 我的弟弟长得欣欣向荣。
老师评语: 孩子，你弟弟是植物人吗...
还有一个更瞎的…
小朋友写: 欣欣向荣荣告白。
老师评语: 连续剧不要看太多~~

12. 题目: 谢谢....因为......
小朋友写: 我要谢谢妈妈,因为她每天都帮我写作
业......
老师评语: 原来你的作业是妈妈写的!!!!!!!

13.题目: 难过
小朋友写: 我家门前有条水沟很难过。
老师评语: 老师更难过......

14. 题目: 天才
小朋友写: 我３天才洗一次澡。
老师评语: 要每天洗才干净~~

15.題目: 一… 便…
小朋友写: 我一走出门，对面就是便利商店。
还有一個更瞎的…
小朋友写: 哥哥一吃完饭，就大便。
老师评语: 造句不要乱造...

16.題目: 又.....又.....
小朋友寫: 我的妈妈又矮又高又瘦又肥。
老师评语:你妈妈......是怪物吗?

17果然
上课小朋友说：昨天我吃了水果，然后又喝了凉水
老师：这是词组，不能分开造句。
小朋友又说：老师，我还没说完呢，果然晚上我拉
肚子了！
老师：…………

18 瓜分
小朋友：大傻瓜分不清是非
老师：小傻瓜也分不清

19 好吃
小朋友：好吃个屁
老师：………

20 况且
小朋友：一辆火车经过，况且况...

Murder....

2008-07-31T15:28:00.000+08:00

: crazy1 86: hey baby!!!

h0tNsPiCy91: who is this???

crazy1 86: ur secret admirer!!!!!

h0tNsPiCy91: oh really.... quit lyin! who is this???

crazy1 86: i loved u the first time a stared in your eyes...

crazy1 86: i think about u everyday... you are my dream come true.

crazy1 86: we met once! i dont think u remember tho.

crazy1 86: i cut myself because the pain takes away my feelings of u.

h0tNsPiCy91: ..WHO IS THIS!?!?!?

crazy1 86:dont worry.... ill take very good care of you...

crazy1 86 had signed off.

The girl was so scared she locked all her doors and windows. She made sure her room was secured. She wasn't sure if it was a joke or for real. She didn't know when he was going to come. The girl was so frightened she decided to sleep with her little sister. The girl dozed off, Then she heard a knock on the window. The girl slowly walked to the window. It started knocking louder. The girl looked through the windows and saw nothing... just some of the tree branches. The girl went back to bed with her sister. The bed was wet and had a pretty horrid smell. Maybe her sister wet the bed... the girl checked and found blood everywhere. The girl panicked. She didn't know what to do. She ran and hid in the closet in case the killer was there for her. While looking through the cracks of the closet the girl saw a shadow. It was dark, so she couldn't figure out who it was. She started to get more frightened. The shadow crept closer to the closet. The girl closed her eyes as if it was a dream. Then suddenly he opened the closet door and pulled her out. Her parents found her dead the next morning. She was completely skinned and hanging in her sister's closet. The younger sister was also found skinned and dead.

PART 2...

Two years after the Smith sisters deaths, the parents had a baby boy. The girl's room became a guest room and the little sister's room where the murder took place became the baby's room. The baby grew up to be a successful kid.One night he was on the computer and received an instant message.

h0tNsPiCy91: Hey lil bro!!!

2seXay4u: Who the eff is this?

h0tNsPiCy91: It's your big sis.

2seXay4u: This is some kinda joke, huh?

h0tNsPiCy91: Mom and dad never told you?

h0tNsPiCy91: I died 15 years ago with your other older sister.

h0tNsPiCy91: We were murdered in your room which was once my little sister's room. She was killed in bed when I was sleeping. I was killed in the closet and skinned to death.

2seXay4u: Quit lying. I never had a sister. If I did my parents would have told me. Whatever. Your stupid.

h0tNsPiCy91: You don't believe me? Well if you wanna look in your closet floor.

h0tNsPiCy91: I carved my name and the time and date I was being murdered. Then I carved my little sister's name.

h0tNsPiCy91: If you don't believe me little brother check the internet.

Google on ''Smith sisters murdered anonymously''

h0tNsPiCy91: I gtg little brother. I love you and mom and dad soo much. I can't believe they kept us a secret from you.

The boy checked the closet. He saw the carvings. Was it true? He surfed the internet and information was there about the anonymous murder in the house. The next morning the boy went downstairs. It was so quiet. Maybe his parents were sleeping. Hours later the boy found parents in their closet skinned and hanged. Then he found more carvings on the ground. They said ''I TOLD YOU I WASN'T LYING LITTLE BROTHER, I LOVED MOM AND DAD.... BUT THEY KEPT ME A SECRET. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.

WELL I'M FREE FROM THIS COLD WORLD, I WON'T HURT YOU LIKE I HURT them

I LOVE YOU!"

- LISA SMITH

WANTED!!!! please kill him if u can!

2008-07-27T18:54:00.000+08:00

Dont be afraid.... I know this picture is horrible... You know who is the person in this picture? Guess and see lar...

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I know your guess got 90% to be right... Is him! you are right! the person i hate the most in this world!!!

I didnt edit his face actually... it is an art work of another group of friends... See? everyone hate him... hahahahahahahahahaha....... i just want to find a place to release my anger...

Holiday report of Rou

2008-07-27T18:37:00.001+08:00

I'll be having my holiday on 8/8/08 till 17/8/08... Hooray!!!

hopefully my lecturers wont ganti lectures during that period... then i may have chance to meet all of u... :D

2008-07-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

Desmond!!! Why u got so many blogs or website har?? u did invite me to some website or blog rite?? Like previous tat one....ar...nvm, forget d.... btw,no offence... good job n gambateh ya!!

Some suggestion....
Those back to taiping kindly announce their return in this blog, mayb we can have a special column for this... so tat we know who can be called out to drink tea in siang malam,for example... haha!!

Btw, its just a suggestion... nvm, u may ignore it... HAPPY BLOGGING everyone!!! I MISS u all fellow HAU LIANs... friends forever!! :-P

Q & A session

2008-07-26T13:39:00.000+08:00

This Q and A session is specially for our Mr Desmond... please answer my questions...

1. Why you suddenly close that blog n let us get a shock out of our life?

2. Why this blog is full of final fantasy stuff?

PS: please dont angry bout my questions ya... im just curious bout it... :D cheers...

Welcome~

2008-07-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

Welcome to our blog:Friendship forever!
Greatly welcome our new member and enjoy this blog!
U can suggest any thing u like to this blog and i will try my best to suite your wishes!
Be open and share ur experiences in this blog and make this site the most wonderful site as ever!